Chapter 13 - "Come to
Kill Me Then?"
Morning
started
with the tremendously air shattering sound of hundreds of birds
flying over them at first light. The very shock of the noise
caused
Taerlyn to shriek; to the group's dismay, the entire company of birds
mimicked
the sound as they passed overheard, forcing the rudely awakened
travelers
to cover their ears and hide under the blankets. Sandy jumped and
took off for the trees, having no protective blanket for herself.
All in all, not a preferable way to awaken.
It
didn't take long for the cloud of birds to finally fly over and into
the
distance, but the proof left behind of their presence was... very
obvious.
Upon peeking her head out, Shadow was indescribably glad they were just
a walk from a stream. And possibly more so glad they all had
blankets
to hide underneath.
"Ugh."
They heard Taerlyn utter quietly.
Shadow
couldn't help herself. Sudden though it had been, and as much
extra
work as it had made, that was funny. She giggled as quietly as
she
could, but there really was no way to silence herself.
Evyn
forced himself up from his bed in a sleepy daze and stretched.
Morning
seemed much better. Maybe sleep had really eased things
along.
At least, enough. His shoulder hardly ached at all this morning.
"I
guess we'll be washing everything before we go." Shadow commented
offhand, refusing to look Roan's direction. She just... didn't
want
the eye contact. Things were way too fucking weird at the
moment.
She concentrated instead on collecting the blankets.
"We'll
have to dry them completely, too." Ter yawned. "I hope the
birds... stay away."
"We
could try to hunt while things dry out." Evyn suggested, all of
his
thoughts falling instantly to his empty stomach.
The
siblings seemed to look to their leader, expecting her to ask the demon
boy about his hunting skills. She looked back for a moment before
moving, utterly annoyed at such a position. It wasn't them she
was
annoyed with, though. Granted that it was never the most direct
way
to handle anything, but she chose to deal with most things by silence
and
distance; working them through in her own mind. That method,
unfortunately,
would not help at the moment. Their looks had begun to border on
worried, however, so she sucked it up and walked over, tapping what she
believed to be Roan's shoulder under the blanket with her naked foot.
She
struck a typical "golden glare" from him. Seems things were more
usual than she'd thought. So, she asked. "Would you happen
to know much about hunting?"
"I've
never hunted before." He growled quietly.
Just skinned before. Her mind nearly shuddered with the
possibilities.
She turned back to the siblings with a shrug. "I guess we find
out
the hard way."
That's
far from what Evyn wanted to hear. But, he supposed they'd
manage.
There was always the possibility of fish in the stream. Those
couldn't
be... that hard... right?
Shadow
ever so gingerly rolled Roan out from the blankets, taking them for
their
washing. She walked over and did the same for Taerlyn's and
Evyn's
bedding, without a word. She was deep in thought without wanting
to be, and it was quite distracting. All she wanted was this
menial
task; something to do that was easy and mechanical.
The
siblings glanced at one another, knowing there was sure as hell
something
a little askew about this picture. Evyn shrugged slightly and
decided
to walk right after her. He could use a dip, anyway.
Approaching
the shore, he saw Shadow knee-deep in mud and attempting to find
something
to scrub the blankets with. He just stood there on the edge for a
moment, sinking a little into the shore. He became quite glad he
hadn't put his new boots on just yet, as he sank even an inch deeper
after
that. When she didn't even seem to realize he was there, he
softly
cleared his throat as an introduction. "So... do you want to try
hunting?"
The
sudden voice quite nearly startled her, but the recognition of who it
belonged
to softened the blow. What a moron she was for not listening more
carefully; she really should have heard him coming. "Yeah.
Though I certainly can't guarantee victory. Or everyone's
extremities
to be in tact."
He
shivered at those words. The very thought was... not
pleasant.
"Uh... worth a try, right?" Assuming it best to wait until after
the hunt to bathe, he glanced back at his sister for just a
moment.
"Ter can take care of that. She's a master of laundry."
"I
bet she'll be thrilled you nominated her." Shadow grinned,
starting
to feel a little better. At least Evyn was trying to make the
effort
of good humor.
"No
doubt." He agreed, sensing the tension drop. "Then we can
wash
the blood off."
There
wasn't an entirely joking manner about those words, but she took them
as
they came. She sure as hell wasn't planning on telling him about
the night before. Or anyone, for that matter. Too weird,
too
much, and she hadn't had the time to contemplate it herself. She
glomped out of the mud, shook most of it off her feet, and walked back
to camp with him.
Back
at camp, he found a place to sit and work the mud off of his feet
before
putting his boots on. "There you go, Ter. Work, just for
you."
He joked.
She
looked less than thrilled. "Alright. But you have to bring
back food."
Shadow
tried to get the rest of the mud off with a combination of rubbing her
feet against the grass and just plain scooping it off with her
hands.
It worked well enough, she supposed. She'd be washing later,
anyway.
Socks, shoes, bracers, armor, katana, then ax.
She really appreciated the ax. It was very simple with an almost
frighteningly thin leather pocket for the blade, but it was just light
enough to use with one hand. Not that she felt she ever ought to
have to do so, but... it was nice to know. She had no idea what
the
hell they were hunting, but they'd be hunting... something. And
that
something might need to be taken down one handed.
Roan
was careful to avoid contact with anyone. He was sick to
death
of the bunch of useless lunatics. And he sure as hell wasn't
going
to go on a little hunting expedition. He'd never been to this
place
before, he didn't know or want to know what kind of creatures lived in
the dense trees.
Quite
frankly having no idea of what to do first, the hunting party of two
started
to walk upstream. They'd figured, more or less, that eventually
they'd
see an animal getting a drink and then... well, be able to do something
about it. What and how... didn't come up yet. They'd worry
about that one when the time came.
The
two of them couldn't have been walking in slightly awkward silence for
more than ten minutes before they heard something splashing around in
the
water at a point where the stream widened. Looking around, they
didn't
see any animals... but Shadow caught what she thought may have been a
glimpse
of a pretty big fish. She continued to stare at the rippling area
for a moment before asking, "How do you feel about fish?"
"Much
easier than... anything else." Evyn responded, relieved.
"Alright,
then." She tried to keep her voice down so the fish wouldn't get
frightened off, slowly edging closer. "How should we start?"
"I
could use my pummel..." he suggested, hoping the fish was big enough so
that the blade wouldn't cut it completely in half.
"Like
a spear." She grinned.
"Hmph."
He joked quietly, standing right at the edge of the water. The
ripple
was still there, alright. He knew one had to adjust the angle for
something under water... but wasn't exactly sure how.
This
would be interesting, to say the least. Ripples, shadows and
light
dancing off the surface were obscuring all but the sight of a large
dark
object, he simply aimed and hoped for the best. With a heavy
downward
thrust...
he suddenly felt much less at ease. This... was clearly not a
fish.
The
surface of the water opened up in a geyser, allowing this huge,
grotesque thing to shoot through it. It leapt upward and
at
him like a hooked marlin--only with a gaping maw housing several rows
of
teeth. That's all they needed to know.
Startled
and forced strongly backward, Evyn landed on his back with a bloody
pummel
in his hands. The monster that he'd stabbed was right on top of
him,
mouth open and ready to snap. It was like nothing he had ever
seen--some
kind of huge, slimy lizard with godawful breath and teeth as large as
his
fingers. He tried to raise his hands to fend the beast off, but
the
sheer shock of the situation made it difficult to get his
bearings.
He was staring slit and compound eyed death in the face as the creature
turned its head to bite--
And
then there was this shock of silver. A color, then a metallic
sound.
The weight of the creature fell dead upon him, and he was utterly
convinced
this was the end. He was gone, it was over, the creature had
taken
him to death and it--had an ax lodged in its head.
Evyn
very slowly turned his frightened gaze to Shadow. Her hands were
her still steady on the handle of the ax, splatters of yellow and
orange
covering her. Very slowly turning back to himself, he noticed
those
same splatters on his clothes, as well. Not only that, but... he
was whole. He was okay. A little scratched up from the fall
and the underbrush, but... alive. All limbs in tact. He
looked
back to the beast, its eyes rolled back into its head, and saw yellow
blood
boil from the wound.
That
was enough. He scrambled backward, kicking the weight of the
monster
off. He just needed to get away from that thing for a moment,
dead
or not. Panting, he watched closely as Shadow rocked the blade
back
and forth, out from its skull. Disgusting though it was, he
watched
the gore drip. He needed to assure himself everything was fine,
that
the monster was absolutely dead beyond doubt. That had
just
been one hell of a close call. Had she not decided to take that
ax...
he'd rather not think about that.
The
creature's body twitched. He almost shrieked like a little girl,
but Shadow had seen it, too. She was actually in the process of
doing
so, already, but that sealed the deal; she brought the ax heavily down
across its neck, severing the spine. Another couple of hacks and
the head was a distant memory altogether. Even then, her heart
was
beating out of her chest. This thing was... fucking ugly.
And
those eyes were like nothing she'd ever seen on a reptile, let alone an
insect. "You alright?"
He
stared up at her, almost feeling his chest at the point of bursting
with
adrenaline. "I... yeah. Thanks."
She
saluted, trying to bring back a sense of humor to another near death
situation.
"No problem." Looking down at the beast and the puddle of yellow
blood, she commented to herself, "Well... that's certainly dead,
alright."
He
was... aghast. Never had he seen anything resembling that
creature.
When his heart had stilled enough to speak coherently, he finally asked
the first thing that had come to mind. "What... is it?"
She
shook her head. "It almost looks like a crocodile... but
crocodiles
don't have... six legs..." That last bit of information even made
her
cringe. Six legs, each exactly like the other, resembling very
long
lizard limbs with webbed toes. She walked around and had a look
at
the tail; which turned out to be just as long as the body itself, split
halfway down into two and a half separate sections. Apparently
one
had been lost somewhere along the way.
"Can
we eat it?" he asked quietly, not even sure he was hungry
anymore.
That yellow blood wasn't very appetizing.
She
shrugged, wiping the blade on the grass. "Only one way to find
out,
right?" Quite honestly, the idea of eating it didn't much appeal
to her, either. But Roan would probably know. "Want to stay
here with it while I get Mr. Prisoner?"
He
gulped with the possibilities. Alone, with that thing...
"Yeah.
But... leave the ax, okay?"
"Sure."
She was only glad to, really. Camp wasn't that far away, and she
still had her sword with her. "I'll be right back."
She
somewhat jogged all the way there, unwilling to leave Evyn alone for
too
long. If that ugly thing had been out there, who knew
what
else might be. Or what might actually eat something like
that--but
she tried to shove that idea into the furthest reaches of her
mind.
She found the demon boy at the trees' edge, playing almost obsessively
with the dagger she'd given him. He just kept flipping it over
and
over, catching it perfectly by the blade each time, faster and
faster...
"Roan."
--Fuck. Did she just use his name? She was really
out of it. "We need those extra muscles of yours."
He
looked up to see the globs of yellow and orange stuff on her,
almost
recoiling from the sheer unexpected gore. It was a strange
reaction;
he simply wasn't prepared to see that of all things. And,
shit--had
she used his name? He glared at her darkly, then sheathed the
knife
with almost painful slowness. So, she thought now she could get
favors
from him? He'd do well to obey for now, certainly. But not
much longer. He could not allow whatever powers she held over him
to control him. Bitch.
He
followed her quick walk back to the kill, seeing that blonde boy
crouched
with the ax above his head, ready to swing at something that was
already
clearly dead. He didn't bother to hide his devious chuckle.
He had to take his mind off of his own bothersome thoughts somehow,
after
all.
Evyn
looked up and tensed, almost sincerely ready to throw the ax right
through
that damn monster-boy. He was sure he could do it; it was light
enough,
he was strong enough. Who would complain? Who would
care?
It would end all of this tension, he knew that for certain. He
just
couldn't take it anymore. And he knew it was coming from that
bastard.
He suspected that somehow this tension had a lot to do with Shadow and
was absolutely convinced she'd be just as glad to get rid of the
nuisance
as well.
Those
evil, black eyes met his in a challenging glare. He knew when his
life was being seriously threatened. The blonde boy had some
balls,
after all.
"So."
Shadow broke their distant battle for a moment. "Can we eat this
thing?"
Roan
took a moment to regard the bloodied body on the shore. While he
had never seen that particular creature, he'd seen similar
enough.
Another bastard offshoot of one of his master's pets, he
surmised.
"No. But you can cut its stomach open and see if there's anything
in there that isn't digested yet."
She
shrugged. It was as good an idea as any. "Should we turn it
over?"
The
demon boy shook his head, careful to keep Evyn in constant sight.
"The stomach is on the flank."
Knowing
he still had his dagger with him, she simply knelt on the other side of
the beast to watch, leaning across the carcass with her arms folded as
if it were some sort of interesting learning experience. Evyn
almost
protectively sat beside her with similar intentions; just to
watch.
Watching, waiting, coiled like a snake and just as poisonous, ax tight
in one hand.
Pulling
the dagger from his side, Roan made careful note of the still-liquid
worm
venom that he never cleaned from the sheath. His eyes darted up
for
only a second, seeing the recognition in that bitch's eyes. He
simply
couldn't resist; he pretended it was an accident, just a slip.
The
very edge of the blade grazed her arm, not enough to cut any more than
the first couple of layers of skin. Just enough to feel.
Just
enough to know that last night didn't mean he wasn't still out to get
her.
She
sure as hell felt that. She didn't even move to pull away from
the
blade; somewhere inside she knew it was just a tease. A vicious
one,
but a tease just the same. She felt the skin splitting, a small,
almost chemical burn that lasted only a moment.
"How
clumsy of me." The prisoner whispered viciously, getting back to
the matter at hand.
Evyn
held himself back. It was less that really than it was that
Shadow
was between them. He wouldn't chance it. He didn't want her
to see it, anyway. What he wanted to do, he didn't really
know.
Just something. Anything.
"You're
right." She cooed back with a raised lip.
The
bastard boy decided that was probably as far as he'd get this
time.
He thrust the blade into the side of the lizard beast and tore it
open.
Even he was hoping for something edible--but nothing at all fell
out.
One may have suspected as much, from the attack it launched on such
large
prey. He sliced back and forth a little more, feeling around with
the blade. "Nothing."
She
took a deep breath, seeing confirmation in some crusting stomach juices
mixing with the yellow blood. Ah well. That was one option
completely out of the question. She got up and took another look
up and down the stream, but there were no animals within sight.
Looking
back at the monster's body, she saw the two boys staring at one another
like rival wolves over the kill. Just as she opened her mouth to
make some sort of sarcastic observation, there was a shriek from back
at
camp. It wasn't human, that was for sure; more like some sort of
bird. Almost like the cry of a hawk, she recognized from nature
programs.
Just in case, however... "Anyone coming?"
The
"rivals" stood, the glare unbroken. "It's okay." Evyn
assured.
"Just check on Ter. I'll be right along."
She
was sure as hell aware that he'd used "I'll" and not "we'll".
She
stood
there for a moment, pondering this situation. Leaving these
two alone? Was that at all fucking smart on her part? But
then,
Evyn still had the ax. He was aware Roan may well be an asset
soon.
And the demon boy was aware that his life was more than a little in
danger
if he harmed Evyn; Shadow's wrath was not a pleasant picture. And
they clearly seemed to need to "have words" out and away from
everything
else. So, she turned and walked away. She wouldn't be long,
certainly. She'd return to camp for a glance and then come back
to
watch, just in case.
"What
the fuck do you want?" Roan growled quietly.
"Whatever
you think you're doing, stop it." Evyn demanded simply.
The
demon boy grinned widely. This could well lead to his
advantage.
"And that means?"
"I
think you're trying very hard to take advantage of us." He
accused
sharply, his hand tensing around the ax handle. "Most certainly
Shadow."
What he'd meant was about the tension raging even more than usual
between
the two of them, making just being around either a little harder than
it
ought to be of late. But the words were taken in a different
direction.
Ah,
that enticed the most spine tingling, grinding laugh Evyn had ever
heard
from the boy. "I see." His voice dropped to an almost soft,
disciplinary tone. "Are you so worried about what I'll do to her
when I get the chance?"
The
blonde was too angered at his very tone of voice, let alone the words,
to
back
down. He stepped closer so that they were almost nose to
nose. "If she doesn't kill you, I will."
He
touched that ever so sensitive button again, enjoying every moment of
it.
A little further, a better push and maybe the boy would give him a
reason
to hurt him, severely. "Maybe we're fighting over who gets to
kill her."
He whispered harshly against the blonde's ear.
The
two of them stayed exactly where they were for a vast number of
seconds,
each one wondering when the other would snap and move in for a
kill.
Silent threats were exchanged like gunfire.
"Alright.
Give it a rest, guys." They heard flutter from the sound of
moving
brush.
Evyn
hoped to hell Shadow had only just approached. Given the
distance,
he could only assume such. He took a deep breath and backed
down.
At least her swift return meant his sister was alright.
Roan
stayed precisely where he was, still snarling at the weakling. He
should have taken him down when he had the chance, he supposed.
Of
course, that bitch probably would have stepped in, but... all
the
more fun to be had.
"Ter's
got a surprise." Shadow did all she could to ease the
situation.
This tension was mostly her doing, she realized that; she certainly
didn't
want Evyn to have to deal with it. "Let's go."
The
elder sibling made no eye contact what so ever. He just walked
past
her with an almost apologetic air. Herself, she waited there,
giving
Roan a look that was less a threat and more of a question. Not
that
it mattered now. She turned away before either could make an
inquiry.
They
were lucky camp was so close. The tightly wound silence was quite
enough to have driven them all to some insane anger-driven something or
other eventually. But when they did make it back, Evyn couldn't
help
himself; he gasped. All of the blankets were already clean and
hung
from some of the more bare branches in the sunlight, fluttering in the
nearly nonexistent breeze. But that was not what really enticed
the
gasp. Beside the fire lay two red and black birds about size of
eagles,
with a single arrow through the breast of each. "Wow, Ter.
You're--"
"Pretty
incredible. Yeah, I know." She took a full courtesy and
giggled.
Roan
took a moment to stare at the girl. He certainly hadn't
anticipated that.
She was a much better shot than he had wanted her to be.
"Pays
to practice." Shadow commented.
"Everyone
ready to eat?" Taerlyn asked in a very innocent manner. She saw
the
gore clearly on her brother and Shadow, even a little gracing the
prisoner.
But it didn't really matter. They were alive, in tact, and she'd
gotten food. Not so bad, right?
Evyn
didn't respond until he'd already sat by the fire, too overcome by the
thought of food to even remember the gore. "Ready." He'd
never
had that kind of bird before. Never saw it, never heard of
it.
But it didn't matter. They were large birds that looked normal.
Shadow
couldn't exactly argue. Her stomach was doing quite a few blurp
noises, ready and waiting for something to fill it. Hell... she'd
have eaten rocks. If she had to, that was. She sat beside
Evyn,
patiently starting to pull the feathers off of one of them.
He
followed suit, watching her for guidance. He'd seen it done a
million
times with chickens from a distance at markets, but he'd never actually
done so himself. It was... kind of weird. This dead bird,
getting
its feathers picked off. Some were a little harder to pull than
others,
but it wasn't such a bad process. The sight of a naked bird was a
little disturbing, though.
Shadow
took a look at the arrow, next. She'd have hated to waste a still
perfectly good arrow by leaving it in during cooking (it was old, dry
wood
after all) or having to break the tip off to pull it out. Of
course...
she put the bird on the grass, firmly holding it there with one
hand.
With the other, she yanked the arrow all the way through.
Sure there was a bit of blood and fluid leakage, but it had
worked.
The breast meat would just be a little bruised, no big deal.
Evyn's
initial reaction was to cringe. He knew the birds were dead,
but...
eek. But then, it had been effective. He placed his bird on
the ground to do the same, but paused. "You better do it."
"I'm
honored." She responded half seriously, doing as he asked.
After the second time, she almost felt expert. At least those
were
two arrows not wasted. Covered in bird guts, but not
wasted.
She wanted to ask Taerlyn how many she'd lost before she finally hit
the
targets, but that seemed... rude, somehow.
The
gutting and hacking off of the heads was not as fun or easy,
though.
Shadow of course had been selected to do it, having spoken of some
ritual
known as Thanksgiving that sounded utterly horrific. She poured
the
first one's guts into the stream, noticing a bunch of tiny purple and
black
fish suddenly clouding around. Well, at least something not
so
scary will eat this stuff.
As
the birds were slowly roasting over the flames, Sandy returned to the
group
soaking wet. A good bath was really what she needed after gorging
herself on fruits and grass. She was glad to see her companions
found
a good availability of food themselves, and laid by the fire to digest.
"Good
idea." Shadow commented. "I think we all need a bath before
brunch."
"'Brunch'?"
Taerlyn prodded curiously. She'd never heard the word before.
Somehow,
she looked delighted she'd asked. "It's not quite breakfast, it's
not quite lunch."
"Aaaaah..."
the youngest of the group responded. "Girls go first."
"Who
says?" Evyn teased.
"I
do!" his sister shouted as she was already darting toward the
stream.
She made sure to aim for a little upstream of the gutting area.
Just
in case.
"And
who's to argue with that?" Shadow grinned, following. It would be
nice to scrub the stuff off; yellow blood smelled foul. She
patiently
took off the bracers, the shoes, the armor, the katana (Evyn still had
the ax, she remembered), and dove in. Luckily the water wasn't as
cold as it had been the night before, but it was still...
unpleasant.
She gasped with a quiet squeak as she surfaced.
"What
is with all of this cold water?" Ter asked, amused.
Since
she'd left all of her "extra gear" off, all she had to do was gingerly
walk on in. She took a gasp with every cold step.
"Some
people say it's good for you." Shadow finally started to catch
her
breath, rubbing monster gore off of her t-shirt. The stuff that
poor
shirt had seen... "But they're full of crap, those people."
Taerlyn
giggled, starting to get some of the mud and grass stains worked out of
her dress. "Those people obviously haven't suffered bad
winters."
Clean
but
soaked, the two girls wandered back to camp. What they found
was another glances-of-gunfire battle between the two boys, glaring one
another into oblivion. Sandy was laying off to the side, her head
down as if she were bored.
Shadow
was pretty sure they'd been like that almost since the very moment they
were left alone. She waited several seconds, wondering if they'd
notice it was time to go bathe themselves (or do something else
at least). Several more seconds passed, the sharp looks the boys
were exchanging getting more heated. She began to understand that
it was really getting dangerous this time. She cleared her throat
just a touch on the loud side, hoping at least one of them would glance
over. When they still didn't, she shrugged and did the
only
other thing she could think of besides physically separate them: made a
big production out of lifting up her shirt.
Oh, that
fucking got their attention. Even Sandy's eyes went wide.
Granted
she hadn't lifted the shirt enough to actually see anything beyond a
Playboy
cover, but the movement alone was definitely enough to stop their
staring
contest.
Evyn's
jaw somewhat dislodged from his head. His mouth didn't hang open
or anything, but... it was one hair's weight away. He just... it
was... that had been... what the...
Roan
just grinned. Savagely, insanely, masterfully. It was all
he
could possibly do.
Seeing
his look a lot clearer than Evyn's, she kept her shirt where it was but
gave him a nice, vibrant middle finger. Point across, the shirt
went
down to its normal position (not that much is hidden under a wet
t-shirt
anyway). She noticed that exceptionally devious grin had far from
faded. Her eyes said all she needed to communicate: Try
me, jackass. I'll make a coin purse out of your scrotum.
He
didn't respond. He didn't really need to; nor did he want
to. Shock, indeed. But... a pleasant one. How
odd.
The demon boy simply rose, same expression across his face, and walked
off to the stream without giving the least suggestion of causing
trouble.
Evyn
took another moment. His jaw had since been reattached to the
rest
of his head, but his eyes were still very wide. His shock was
less
of shock and more of... he had no idea what the hell what.
Just...
it... he had... what the...
"Sorry
to offend your delicate senses." Shadow joked, wringing out her
hair. Someone had to say something. May as well
be
her,
as it usually was.
That
didn't immediately knock him out of his stupor, but it did quicken the
process. He shook his head, clearly unable to find anything at
all
to say. Instead, he stood up, raised a hand as if to say "no
problem",
and walked to wherever it was that Roan was not.
"What...
was that?" Taerlyn asked quietly.
Shadow
merely shrugged. "Someone had to do something."
There
was a... mischievously amused look in Ter's eyes. She seemed to
want
to say something--started to do so, in fact--but thought better of
it.
Offended? Well, she doubted it.
Sandy
snorted, unbelieving. Interesting girl, yes. To say the
least.
Taerlyn
tended to the meat, prodding it gently with a splinter of light colored
wood to see what color the juices were. She knew how to cook
chicken,
though it had been a long time. She just hoped most birds were
the
same. They were both just about done, the skin crisping and
getting
sort of a burnt gold. They sure smelled good, and the flesh
looked
good. She hoped they wouldn't be getting any unpleasant
surprises.
Evyn
was first back, in serious need of that cold bath. He was still
dripping
quite a bit, carrying his armor out to the side in one hand to keep it
from catching any of the water. It was quite heavy stuff when
held
out in one hand, really. He looked at the two girls, drying off
and
turning the birds around again to finish, but couldn't really meet
their
eyes. Not just yet.
"They're
done!" Taerlyn exclaimed, delicately prodding the hell out of both of
the
birds. She just had to make sure; they couldn't afford to get
sick
out there. She turned to Shadow to ask, "How do you want to split
them?"
"You
two can have one. I'll share the other with the little
bastard."
She responded as naturally as anything. "Unless it's really
good."
Ter
couldn't help but grin back at that final comment. She pulled the
birds away from the fire, driving the sticks into the earth several
feet
away to let them cool. Hopefully they were edible, that's all she
asked. Sure she could hope for more, but...
Shadow
sat at the "chickens", almost pretending to guard them from... well,
whatever.
Really she just wanted to sit and dry out in the sun. She
glimpsed
Roan returning through the trees, his eyes utterly intent on her for
just
a moment. They turned away, decided to look back to Evyn, but
just
for that moment... it made her want to shudder. But she
couldn't.
And she didn't. She did notice, quiet instantly, that he was
practically
dry, however. His clothes were darker and still sticking to him,
so he certainly had bathed, but... what had he been doing in the mean
time?
The very thought cause a vicious expression on her face; something...
akin
to amusement. She felt the time was coming very soon when she'd
be
forced to kill him. Or if not forced... would, anyway.
"Alright,
let's eat." Taerlyn announced, oblivious.
Shadow
got up to retrieve her knife, then returned. She had a feeling
even
if it was mediocre meat, they'd all be scraping the bones. That
and
she just felt a little better with a knife in her hand for some reason.
Seeing
as how it seemed to be two to a bird, Roan sat across from the bitch
without
an invitation. He could play slave boy again for a while.
It
would make things a hell of a lot easier on himself, anyway.
Upon
slicing a bit into the surface, Shadow found that it was more or less
structured
like chicken, alright. At least she recognized everything.
"White meat, or dark meat?" she asked with an undercurrent of violent
thoughts.
How she could have made such an easy to answer, simple question sound
like
a threat was beyond everyone. It worked, though. Well.
Roan's
eyes became slits as he regarded her question. Hell, he didn't
know.
There was white meat? There was dark meat? There were two
on
the same animal? He'd eaten birds before, but... apparently not
this
kind. What he did know was how to push everyone just a little
further
to the edge at once. "Breast."
It
wasn't quite the word, but the tone of his voice. Nearly playful;
but far from joking or innocent. He'd selected that tone
perfectly,
and everyone had their own internal reactions. Shadow, however,
somewhat
surprised him. She grinned almost deviously, using her knife to
take
the most breast meat she could with one swipe. As she gave it to
him on the edge of the blade, she remarked, "Enjoy it.
Really.
I mean that."
Evyn
was in the process of sniffing a drumstick--there was no way his
stomach
would be denied. He pulled the skin back and stared at it for a
moment.
It didn't quite smell like chicken. Nor like any other meat he'd
ever smelled before. But it looked okay. He glanced across
to his sister (still looking a bit... unsettled about Roan's little
game)
and bit into it. Well, it wasn't chicken by a long shot. It
wasn't hardly as flavorful. It was of the same texture,
though.
And it went down easily to a hungry stomach.
Seeing
the guinea pig still sitting up and looking healthy (she tried to
suppress
a laugh at the thought), Shadow ripped off a piece from the hip.
Well, it was tender and moist. But almost void of all
flavor.
There was no bitterness, though. No aftertaste that she could
sense.
It was bland as hell and she had nothing to spice it up with. Ah
well, it was food. An almost familiar food.
Roan
was staring at the piece he'd received for quite some time before he
actually
bit into it. It was soft and strange looking. The little
strings
of meat that fell away from his mouth were very interesting. He
could
not deny his hunger, however. He devoured the piece somewhat
ravenously
despite his forced patience.
But
then, so did everyone else. Even sweet, polite little Taerlyn was
going through her pieces like a chain saw. It made Evyn grin at
her
once in a while, unspoken teases drowning themselves in his own
hunger.
Granted it wasn't the best meat, but it was far better than what they
could
have eaten.
Sandy
was clearly not interested in this meal. About halfway through,
she
got up and started to graze a little more around them, keeping them all
in sight. She had this little twitch in the back of her mind;
intuition
that didn't seem to make sense, but that she knew she should listen
to.
Horse sense, perhaps.
The
four of them shared in the water, and in a good moment of utter, full
silence,
just sat there. Only for the time being. It was a moment of
calm and reflection, though none of them were specifically reflecting
on
anything but what a wonder it was to have a full stomach.
Shadow
kept quiet about wondering how fast it would pass through them,
however.
Not a pretty picture. Perhaps that all too lucid thought merely
suggested
she'd spent enough time relaxing. Couldn't let herself get used
to
it, after all. She stretched and stood up, determined to get all
of her shit together so they could travel yet further onward. In
the back of her mind, there was a whispering thought: I hope the
worst
stays behind us.
But
she answered that with a louder thought: Don't forget that just
because
something is behind you means you can get away from it.
Also
not a pretty picture, or a pleasant thing to think about. But she
knew she'd do well to listen to it.
As
she got prepared, the others lifted slowly from their places and went
about
their business. Evyn went to refill the water pouches, Taerlyn to
fold the blankets, Shadow to start loading Sandy up, and Roan to
plot.
Plotting on a full stomach was a little more tolerable than on an
empty one.
After
the initial beginnings of readiness, they'd started to load up on all
of
their armor. It was kind of weird, really. Almost like a
transition
into true seriousness. Maybe like when someone just knows death
is
upon them... but they all rather hoped that wasn't how things would
turn
out, of course.
Sandy
neighed a little uneasily to signal that they ought to be going.
Whether her intuition was right or not, they really needed to be moving
on. No one should forget what was just over the last hill;
hopefully
they wouldn't run into anything else of the sort up ahead. It was
a nice wish, but one her intuition would not answer her on. She
shook
her head and whipped her tail a bit as the armor was strapped into
place,
trying her best to get used to the stuff.
Weirdness
aside, they all looked ready for just about anything. The
armor was a nice touch, as were the new weapons. Shadow picked
her
new ax off of the ground and swung it around with the grace of a
samurai--before
it got lodged into a tree. No one had seen how that had
happened,
but they had all looked over when they heard the shivering swish-thump
of
it occur.
Shadow
merely cleared her throat and walked over to dislodge it. Hell,
she
didn't know how she'd done that, either. She just hoped it
wouldn't
happen again at the wrong time.
And,
with
a forward march, they carried on. They stayed walking along
the stream, but a good distance from it. Just in case. It
wasn't
exactly the thought of that monster that kept them away from the shore,
but the thought that that particular monster could have been one of
many.
Or possibly just a baby. Or that there were far worse things
living
in that water.
Still,
the thought of leaving such a gorgeous place for who could only guess
what
else was a little disheartening. At least they were properly fed,
making the first couple of hours of their trek over hilly forest a hell
of a lot easier than it otherwise would have been.
The
tension that had shaken the boundaries of the group seemed to have shut
up, for the time being. The silences weren't awkward, just
necessary
to get the breath to get over some of the steeper places. The
talk
was little more than observation, a joke here and there.
Roan
was perfectly quiet. He had nothing to discuss, anyway.
There
was that, and the fact no one cared to listen to him unless he was
asked.
Well, not that he had any observations he cared to vocalize.
Shadow
was a bit quieter than she normally would have been in the situation,
letting
the siblings tease and tell of remembrances for the most part.
She
was thinking; not that drowning, uncomfortable thinking of just that
morning,
but a comfortable "what if" thought process where she could work out
details
as they came up. Anticipating what was to come helped her instant
reactions.
What
she did not anticipate, however, was what Sandy was feeling. She
kept sniffing the air occasionally, trying not to alarm the others,
but...
her intuition was going nuts again. It wasn't bad, and
whatever
it was didn't really feel close, but it paid to be careful. They
were traveling at a delicate uphill angle, as well, where the trees
were
slowly beginning to taper off into what seemed to be grassland.
There
was an instant notice of this behavior on Shadow's part. And, the
further they traveled out of the woods and into a low, grassy plateau,
her own instincts began to kick in. That horse is good,
she
thought distantly, keeping her own eye out. It felt maybe as if
something
was... tracking them. The thought caused a mild shiver to run
down
her back. Not that she expected this shit to be over with, but...
she'd never be fully ready for it. One look up ahead told her the
trees almost ceased; a familiar environment. Too familiar.
It was like where they'd first met the prisoner. A dangerous,
open
place.
Well,
that was two of them who had their intuition flaring. So Shadow
made
a quiet beckon to Evyn. "Be ready. Something's following
us."
His
stomach dropped, clutched, lurched. No, he supposed he wasn't
surprised.
He only nodded, glad he'd gotten the armor. It'd probably prove
helpful.
Taerlyn,
who had overheard, felt her heart start to pound. Would she have
to fight? Of course, she would try no matter what. She felt
she ought to help in any way she could. She had arrows,
though--that
was good. No close combat. She hadn't the skill nor the
want
of slicing weapons.
Sandy
suddenly threw her head in the air, her nose up; sense going
haywire.
Definitely close, this stench of... something. Those ugly,
grotesque--
Then
Shadow spotted them, moving toward them from the other end of the
plateau;
the all too fucking familiar donkey monsters. They were just
specks
in the horizon now, but she of all people knew they'd be moving
fast.
They didn't look to have their horse monsters with them this time
around,
but their sheer heft alone was enough to get them moving quickly.
She
swallowed,
feeling around for her weapons just to make certain that
they
were there.
Evyn
felt and tasted the bile welling up in his throat. His shoulder
was
much better than it had been, and he'd checked it during his
bath.
It was sealed, but still healing. And this whole situation, this
whole horrible, familiar, all too fast situation that was coming up on
them... The pictures in his mind of the brown horses, of Shadow
taken,
of her returning with those tears in the back of her shirt; would it be
worse this time around?
They
couldn't very well just hide. That solved nothing; especially
after
knowing they'd been tracked. Tracked quite well, out into an open
place where it was fight or flight, and either way there were chances
taken
and lost. So, to fight. To battle. To survive, they
hoped.
Shadow
leaned in to her steed, watching the dots on the horizon become clearer
forms. "Can you take Ter?" she asked softly.
Sandy
snorted, laying down. She was admittedly a bit nervous, carrying
a girl with arrows that may or may not be able to react
instantly.
So she'd better remember to keep her head out of the way until she knew
for sure.
"You
ride." Shadow ordered gently.
Taerlyn
swallowed, but nodded. She could hook her legs through the rope
and
armor straps to hold on. And she trusted Sandy entirely, so that
wouldn't be a problem. The aiming, though... She'd brought
the birds down. Of course, they were just sitting in a tree, not
moving. But these beasts coming toward them were bigger
targets.
She could do it. She could help, anyway.
Evyn
took a deep breath, knowing his position on this without having to be
told.
The pummel was plenty sharp and sturdy in the blade, so he could
probably
get to a heart or major artery if he shoved hard enough. If all
else
failed, Shadow had a sword and an ax. With a glance at her, he
knew
he had an open invitation to borrow one should he need to.
Katana or ax... she wondered briefly. They both had their
merits.
The ax may be faster in this instance, so that's what she
grabbed.
At least something could be hacked off. Enough of that and the
thing
was bound to die. If they all worked together, this could be
quite
successful--a thought occurred to her, then. She glanced out of
the
corner of her eye to an all too naturally comfortable Roan just a few
paces
behind her. He wasn't getting ready for battle. He looked
more
like he was getting ready to watch.
Well... fuck him. She decided with little ease. She
didn't
think he'd turn on them, not at this point... but she knew she could
very
well be wrong. Why stay there and wait? They were
ready.
They wouldn't waste energy running, but... a silent signal set them to
pacing.
The
grotesque donkey monsters came upon them almost impossibly
quickly.
There were a dozen of them at least, all with heavy mallet-like
weapons,
spiked on the end in metal. What one of the poor puny human
creatures
would look like getting hit with one of these things--not nice.
Sandy
took off, and an arrow went flying. Astoundingly, one of the
monsters
grunted. The side of his neck gushed blood and he grabbed for it,
trying to pull the arrow out.
No
one waited to see what was to happen next; Shadow swung at one who had
just raised it's arms. She caught a leg and actually cringed when
it collapsed on itself, almost not ducking out of the way in time to
avoid
a disaster to her shoulder. Out of simple curiosity, she gripped
the handle of the weapon she had narrowly avoided and noted that there
was no way she had the muscle strength to pick one of those things
up.
Which came to a good idea. She hacked at the beast for a moment
more,
severing it's neck like she'd done with the crocodile thing, then
darted
backward.
She'd
meant to suggest to her comrades that aiming for the arms of the
monsters
when they raised the mallets would be a good idea, but she was
interrupted.
She just felt a small chunk of skin on her left hip get torn from her,
and was damn glad her instincts had driven her to jump back when they
did.
She took a spinning swing at the rude intruder and caught the ax blade
right in its sternum.
Oh crap. Began her first conscious thought. There
wasn't
time to work this sucker out; she pulled her katana and thrust it up
and
into the crack she'd already made in its chest--successfully piercing,
then ripping the heart. As the beast made tired windmill motions
with its arms, she took the opportunity to yank her ax back out.
She
didn't stay still for long enough to wait and see what happened to it
next.
There was another, much livelier one coming up behind her that she
needed
to take care of quick.
Sandy,
Evyn and Taerlyn were working as a team on the two creatures that had
approached
them at once. Ter shot an arrow at a neck or eye, and Evyn would
rush forward to slice and sever things until he got to the heart or
some
equally deadly target. It didn't matter how they went down, as
long
as they went down and stayed down. Then it was a simple
slice
of a spinal column, just to be sure.
Strangely
enough, Roan was having his own problems. He never thought he'd
have
to use his new sword, let alone on these things. The
beasts
were actually trying to kill him, too! His master's
lowest
beasts were attacking him! He supposed, in the deep
recesses
of his mind, that he should have anticipated that. They were too
stupid to do anything but follow one order: kill the opposition.
That's what they'd been intended for, and that's certainly what they
did.
Shadow
found all too quickly that she seemed to be taking the brunt of these
attacks.
They'd discovered her as "leader", perhaps. Whatever it was, they
just kept coming. None of them got a really good hit on
her,
but they did tear pretty well at the flesh that wasn't hidden by
armor.
One had taken a bit of skin on her right cheek as well, which kept
bleeding
past her lips and into her mouth. No time to heal it, she simply
tried to ignore the taste of blood as her muscles steadily began to get
painfully tired. She'd lost of count of how many she'd taken
down,
but she wasn't even allowed to think about it. The sweat was
starting
to make the ax a little hard to hold on to.
It
was at this point that she heard the sweet, piercing whistle of a dart
of some kind behind her, and ducked. She felt a hard blow hit her
shoulder suddenly, filling her entire upper body with a tingle and
surge
of electricity that, simply put, just wasn't quite right. But at
that second her mind was moving far too quickly to make the connection.
Not
finding anyone to swing at behind her, she quickly turned back to the
rest
of the battle, adrenaline still pumping too much for the pain to be
obvious.
To her surprise, the unusually squat donkey monster in front of her
didn't
so much as have a weapon in its hand. As she went to raise her
own
weapon of choice, the beast slapped a heavy hand onto her injured
shoulder.
The opening wound made it far easier for the dart's draining energy to
reach inside, and she was paralyzed.
Not
yet satisfied, the monster looked into her eyes with an unusually
intelligent
and nasty sharp toothed grin, then squeezed hard. Unable to help
the sound, too weak to so much as lift her arms, she yelped loudly and
fell to her knees. She tried desperately to claw at the
creature's
grasp, but she was almost instantly too weak even to raise her eyes to
glimpse it again.
Her
companions didn't stop fighting--couldn't stop fighting--but
they
heard her right away. Taerlyn had begun to aim in that direction,
but two more of the creatures began to lunge at them at once, and they
were unable to do anything but defend their lives.
For
a reason he couldn't even begin to fathom, Roan felt the hairs on the
back
of his neck prickle and his blood run cold as an unfamiliar kind of
shudder
tore through his body. Finished taking care of the idiot beast
that
had tried to crush his legs, he began to run toward the
sound.
It was not a thing he would have normally done, to run toward something
so utterly unpleasant. Except maybe the fact that the bitch could
be--
He
skidded to a stop, an unbelievable sight before him. Shadow was
sprawled
out on the ground, ax a foot or so away from her hand, and a dart in
her
shoulder which he recognized. They were to drain the very life
energy
of whatever they struck until there was nothing left, and then--as if
in
demonstration of his thought, the shimmering dart flashed, grew
transparent,
then disappeared to leave only a hole on her shirt and a tear in her
flesh.
Blood still pulsed from the wound in slow, rhythmic streams, but it was
much duller than fresh blood ought to be. Her eyes were half
open,
rolled into her head, and her skin was pale as death. She looked
nothing like she had just a moment ago. Nothing like she ever
did.
This was not sleep.
A
completely unfamiliar trembling encased Roan's body, making his knees
shake
and his legs feel like saplings underneath him. He panicked,
feeling
like a child again, fear overcoming every thought and action; fear of what,
he
did
not know It was like some connection had been severed, as
deep and as common as the one his master once had on him with the
collar.
He felt as cold as he did when he crawled out of the stream the night
before,
on the verge of goose bumps. For a moment he was unable to speak
or move, lost in the panic of thoughts shooting through his mind at
high
speeds, one after the other. What the fuck is
happening?
What am I feeling? What the hell is wrong with me? Why
can't
I do anything? Why would I want to? What is this?!
His
legs tremored again, bringing him down to one knee as a quiet gasp
escaped
his tight lips. He dropped his sword to one side and looked down
at the lifeless body. Without wanting to, his hand reacting on
its
own as it had at the stream, he touched the bloodied cheek. Then
the side of her neck--nothing but cold stillness. Forcing
himself,
desperately making whatever part of himself that was out of his control
listen, he closed his eyes and sucked in a quick breath to steady his
raging
nerves. This wasn't right. This reaction, this feeling,
wasn't
natural. It wasn't correct--
Completely
unaware of his actions, he'd begun to heal her with his own energy, the
blue fire raging through his arm and straight into her. At first
he wasn't even aware of doing it, couldn't even feel it going on.
Upon the cold, hard realization of what was happening, however, it was
far too late to pull away without the real possibility of being drained
entirely himself. Though he was being emptied of precious
strength,
he could not break the tie until the energy between them was balanced.
As
the blue finally died away in sparks and flashes, he cursed himself for
touching her at all and stared at the body in what began as hate.
But slowly, almost unnoticeable, the rage had begun to slip away into
something
unfamiliar. Unconsciously sheathing his sword, he watched closely
in a crouch as her skin began to take on color again.
As
he raised a hand to see if she had a pulse (Fucking traitor hands),
he
felt
a sharp hit on his shoulder; hard enough to knock him away from
her and onto his back. He looked up to see the blonde boy, a
dangerous
anger on his face.
"What,
happened?" Evyn yelled, the sharp end of the pummel thrust into Roan's
face. He was breathing harshly, both from his anger and from the
battle.
"You
saw it." The demon boy snarled, knocking the pummel away and very
nearly from Evyn's hands. "I didn't do a damn thing. Except
save her life, again."
Evyn,
his eyes still flickering with anger, didn't seem to be able to find
anything
else to say. He stood there, pummel poised close to the other
boy's
head for another hit--perhaps a fatal one, this time--staring him down.
Roan,
however, was not impressed. He got his feet underneath him quickly and
stood--but as he did, he saw Evyn make another swing at him.
Catching
the weapon in his fist, he thrust the blunt end back sharply, into the
blonde boy's chest. Taerlyn shrieked and searched blindly for
another
arrow as she watched her brother get hit, knocking the air out of him
and
almost causing him to lose his grip on the pummel. Angry and sick
of the whole experience, though, Evyn's tight hold never wavered; he
began
trying to wrestle it away.
Roan's
grip slipped, still weakened by having recently surrendered so much of
his energy. Evyn lifted the pummel in both hands, prepared to
drive
the blade through his opponent, and Roan drew his sword for a swift end
to this and all other battles. As both took a breath to begin
their
final blows, muscles tight and ready, a perfectly living Shadow stepped
in between them.
She
held a single hand in front of her toward Roan, her eyes cold. As
normal as she looked, she was visibly weakened, panting quietly with
her
legs trembling just to support the rest of her. Evyn was shocked
for a moment and continued to hold the pummel in his hands, ready to
drive
the blade through Roan's heart (if he has one)... but when he
noticed
her not moving to face him, not moving at all, he slowly lowered the
blade
to the ground. The siblings just stared in disbelief as the
rivals
made silent, direct eye contact for what seemed like an eternity.
Neither said a word and neither moved for a long time, save her
quivering
legs. Finally, Roan lowered his arm and sheathed his sword, but
their
eye contact somehow persisted.
Cautiously,
Evyn backed away, an overwhelming feeling of dread filling him.
He
tried to ignore it as he stumbled quickly over to a shaking Taerlyn,
trying
to comfort her. She was smiling at him and hugged him tightly,
but
she was obviously just as bothered as he was; not only by the fact that
he had just about gotten injured, or possibly much worse. Not
even
the fact that Shadow was literally on the edge of death, if not tumbled
over somewhat.
Something had happened, though no one seemed certain what. Something
had changed, and dramatically. It seemed like another few minutes
passed before Roan swallowed and broke eye contact, though it appeared
to be a hard task for him to accomplish. As he did, Shadow turned
wordlessly and the group walked back a little ways to where Sandy was
waiting
for them. The rivals made no eye contact, didn't acknowledge the
further
presence of one another at all.
The
siblings kept glancing at one another, wanting to exchange thoughts the
entire time they were walking onward. They didn't suppose they
had
to, really. The only words that kept popping up to both of them
were
synonyms for "disturbing".
It
was quite frankly the silence of some horrible hell as they walked
onward.
While the siblings felt it neither safe, nor appropriate to interrupt
their
quiet, Sandy seemed to be quite casual about the whole thing, acting as
though nothing out of the ordinary was going on. Every
occasional,
indirect glance at Shadow's eyes from Evyn or Taerlyn showed nothing
but
a combination of emptiness and thoughtfulness. Roan was walking
just
to the side and behind them all, head down and hair in his face so that
his eyes could not clearly be seen. It felt like some sort of a
death
march, a purposeless walk toward... well, wherever they were
going.
Sandy made no bother to redirect them so Evyn only assumed they were
going
the right way.
Shadow
would not have noticed just how far she'd traveled in that waking coma
she had been in. Those hours that had haunted Evyn and Taerlyn,
felt
like seconds to her. When she finally "woke up", the sky was
already
dark with the very beginnings of stars starting to shine. She
paused
in her walk, startled. Had it been that long?
She
kept going so the others wouldn't look back, making note of how the
landscape
had changed. It was still grassy, but that was mixed with the
rocks
of low mountains. They were coming upon the edge of something,
and
from where she was looking, she could make out what seemed to be some
sort
of huge natural basin. To the right was a line of trees,
stretching
around the lip and down inside. To the left were open fields with
what looked to be long abandoned farm equipment but no buildings of any
sort. It was actually a lovely place, all in all.
But
when they approached the edge of the basin enough to look in, that
sight
took them all by surprise. There was a lake in the bottom,
reflecting
the sky with a shimmery cobalt blue. In the center of that lake
was
a small island, connected to shore by two simple wood and rope bridges
(one lead from the widest part of shore, the other to the cleared path
going up to the field). Just off center of that island was a tree
that must have been there for hundreds of years, its gnarled and
somewhat
barren branches seeming to reach to hold the stars themselves.
It
was just... unreal in its beauty in the same way that the place they'd
only been that morning was. But it was somehow different,
too.
The bridge was obviously manmade, as were the rotting old farm
machines.
But they so matched the feeling, the beauty of the lake. Save for
a large space of shore to the right and a small path going up the hill
to the field, the shore was framed with huge emerald green pine
trees.
It was just... dazzling. A gratefully accepted change from what
they'd
all been expecting.
The
moment he stopped at the edge to gaze over with the others, Roan merely
walked off into the trees. He had no desire to sight-see--only to
get the hell away from his captors. Sandy neighed quietly and
followed
without a word from anyone.
Evyn
glanced back to see what that sound had been, noticing Shadow seemed to
be witnessing the lake as well. Had she come out of her thoughts,
maybe? Her continued gaze at the lake did little for his nerves.
And
then she met his eyes, feeling his stare. It wasn't quite a smile
she gave him, but it a semi-comforting look. Maybe just of
appreciation.
Either
way, he was just glad to see her... relatively okay again.
Nothing
else mattered now. They could talk, work out the details, when
they
were settled. The first few steps down were a little steep, but
it
looked like they'd be able to get through to the bottom from where they
were, so he began picking his way to the wide shore. It'd make an
excellent camp.
Taerlyn
followed with merely a glance and a smile to the girl. She had
been
worried. About the whole damn thing, really. She distantly
wondered how much Shadow had been aware of, but rather took her
brother's
stance on the situation. When things were calmer, they'd
worry.
For now, they would enjoy it while they had it.
Shadow
herself stood on that ledge for a moment, watching the other two find
more
solid ground as they edged their way down. This was pretty.
It was serene again. A bitter tone at the back of her mind seemed
to ask how long it would last... but she didn't answer. This was
too nice not to enjoy. The night was warm, the breeze was soft,
the
stars were coming out--it didn't matter. If only she'd thought to
bring a camera... She followed the other two, her legs still
feeling
a bit wobbly but supporting her.
She'd
picked her way a little more slowly than the siblings. Mostly
because
she couldn't trust her own legs, but also just to give them time.
Why she needed to do this, she wasn't really sure. She felt she
ought
to, though. Not that it was a lot of time, granted, but a million
languages can be spoken by a brother and sister in five minutes.
They deserved time alone with one another.
She
emerged to find Taerlyn lighting a fire to keep animals at bay, and
Evyn
sitting back and taking a much needed "not doing shit" break.
Well,
that seemed like a good idea. She had a mild headache coming, and
things were even more confusing than they had been--but she would not
think
about that. She refused. She'd enjoy what the night gave
her
and worry when they reached another wasteland.
Evyn
invited her to sit with a glance. He didn't want to crack her
shell
open, so to speak, but he did want to make sure things were okay.
She had acted oddly; and almost died before that, after all. He
just
needed to assure himself they weren't traveling with a walking
corpse.
Or a walking time bomb. Being around her for so long gave him
much
more insight into these lines of thinking, and he was glad for
it.
Something deep inside him insisted it was his turn to be the watcher
for
a little while.
She
sat with a thump and sighed deeply, glad to be off of her legs
again.
It was nice to just... sit. She still felt the twinges of pain
from
the wounds she only distantly knew Roan had sealed, not to mention the
soreness of her muscles that cried out from recent overuse. It
was
kinda painful to breathe once in a while.
Taerlyn
"wandered" away to get more firewood; within earshot. She felt it
was her duty as little sister to listen without being seen.
"How
are you?" Evyn finally spoke up.
She
paused at that question, looking at him. She was clearly
contemplating
how to answer, as well as what the answer really was.
"Tired."
She decided on. "But... alright. You?"
He
was a little thrown by her return of the question, but glad for
it.
"The same." He looked to her again in silence, one more question
needing to come out, needing to be asked for the sake of his
sanity.
"Why'd you step in front of him?"
There
was less pause that time, but just as much thought. "Some screwed
up sense of honor, I guess..." She admitted through gritted teeth.
Part
of him wanted to demand, "Why didn't you step in front of me?",
but
he left that alone. She was clearly exhausted, mentally and
physically.
He still wanted to talk to her, be with her and understand, but... he
had
gotten a feel for her in the time they'd been together. And he
thought
now what she may really need was just a little... alone time.
She
grunted softly and rubbed her head. It throbbed and felt light at
the same time, just an odd feeling to have and not the most
pleasant.
She wasn't certain what was going on in there, but whatever it was, it
was causing her to lose the most vital of concentration.
Weakening...
and that was not good.
He
had been watching her closely, concerned. He assumed that perhaps
it was coming back from the edge of death that had caused this
exhaustion,
but he wasn't entirely convinced that was everything. For the
time
being, though, it looked to him as though her head ached and she needed
some silence. "Maybe you should... just go out on that island for
a while." He suggested
She
looked up at him, her eyes filled with numbness that made him rather
uncomfortable.
"I think that's probably a good idea." She tried hard to smile.
"Are
you really alright?" he asked again, determined to know the
answer.
He raised his hand to place it on her shoulder, but thought better of
it
and placed it on his knee instead.
"Yeah."
She responded simply, rubbing her eyes. "I think something became
a little unbalanced this afternoon." A mild grin followed her
understatement.
He
nodded patiently. That was more than a mere understatement, and
it
had begun before that afternoon... but it did seem to be where
everything
collided for her. "It's been a long, weary travel."
"And
we could all use a little bit of a break." She finished, slightly
relieved.
"Where's
the prisoner?" he spat, his voice hard, looking around for a sign of
that
fucking spawn of demons.
"Sandy's
handling him." She seemed a little more at ease again, lifting
from
the ground and stretching. "She's good with him. And she
can
crush him anytime she wants."
Evyn
couldn't help but smile at that, assured that Shadow had not really
lost a single portion of her edge. She was just understandably
distracted.
"Should I bring you food?"
She
pondered the thought, then shook her head. "No need. I'll
be
back to sleep and find something then."
He
nodded and watched her walk off. It was more than clear she
needed
some time to focus most of all. Even the most war-like of people
had to take breaks, so his father had told him once when he was
learning
chess. He watched her get to the bridge and start to cross, then
turned his attention to finding Taerlyn and food.
Luckily
for
Shadow, the bridge seemed as stable as the day it was built.
Oh, it swayed, but it didn't creak any more than she assumed a wood and
rope bridge ought to. Just the long walk across to the island
alone--the
water shimmering, the smell on the breeze, the unreal thought that this
was not the set of some massive movie but a real place--started to take
away her worries. It was a beautiful night with a glistening full
moon, the scent of flowers both familiar and distantly curious
intoxicating
her with calm. The moment she stepped off the bridge and onto the
island, she felt incredibly at ease. She was the little princess
atop her little world with a single tree, away from everything if only
for just a short time. It was a great feeling, a safe feeling,
and
she had no greater desire than to lay down on the grass and stare into
the sky. She would have given a great deal to have that music
machine
there, playing softly in the background.
But,
cool
grass weaving into her hair and cooling her back, that didn't
really
matter. She was happy just with this. Stillness,
silence.
A pretty sky and the lapping of water just a few feet away. This
was what she needed. She knew the others were out of earshot
unless
she yelled, causing a possible ear shattering echo... and let herself
whisper
random lyrics.
Moments
after
she had begun mapping the stars, she heard the gentle clops of
footsteps
across the bridge from the way she hadn't come--from the path that
would
lead up to the field rather than the shore. She didn't look over,
couldn't have torn her eyes from a distant purplish falling star
anyway,
waiting for either Evyn or Taerlyn to lay beside her and talk.
Instead,
as the footsteps trembled into almost inaudible steps upon the grass in
front of her, there were no words or more movement.
Finally
looking
over to quench her curiosity, she saw the one being that she
gladly
could have gone the rest of her life without encountering again.
Roan stood at the base of the bridge with a solemnly blank expression
on
his face, motionless save his hair in the breeze, no weapon visible in
his hands.
She
focussed
her attention back on the boy's unmoving face. Only a
single
idea had come to her, and it came out as calmly as she was thinking
it.
"Come to kill me, then?"
He
didn't
answer right away, just kept standing stiffly. At last, as
the breeze died down, he responded in a low voice, "Your beast pushed
me here."
She
glanced
over his shoulder, surprised to find what was undoubtedly Sandy
all the way at the other end of the bridge, watching them as she slowly
began backing up into the trees as if to hide. Odd. But
odder,
still... "You didn't answer my question." She stated
casually,
not really caring what he'd come for. She felt drained and
horribly
torn, and his presence didn't seem to make her feel better or help her
make sense of it. Yet the instant he began to walk closer, her
damnable
instincts forced her on her feet to face him, waiting with sore muscles
ready to strike.
He
stopped
before her, arms still at his sides, and did nothing. The
behavior puzzled her greatly, his distant look, the distant feeling he
kept all around him. She forced away all memories of the previous
night that suddenly swarmed her brain, would not allow her head to fill
with them regardless of her mind's wretched insistence, nor with the
happenings
of the day that had really rattled her. Too painful, too
confusing
to think of, and she just wanted to get away from that boy
entirely.
And yet... and yet his eyes... those eyes... Fuck, this can't
be happening--
He
looked
like a deer caught in the headlights of an oncoming
vehicle--that
suddenly realized its fate. Hotter than his anger, more powerful
and stubborn than his pride; he stared back at her eyes, her very
unusual
eyes of gold and fire, and something... leapt. As he held her
eyes,
gazed deeper than he ever had, ever thought possible to, he
unconsciously
placed his hands on her shoulders.
Her
body
shook at first in his treasured grip. She couldn't help but
turn her eyes away; away from his, away from the situation. A
sudden,
angry burst of strength overtook her, and she tried to knock his hands
away, desperately punch or tear at him and separate them, but Roan held
on tightly with an unwavering strength. When even that wouldn't
force
her to stop resisting, in a sudden and mindless move that surprised
even
him, he threw her into his arms and wrapped them tightly around her.
She
fought
again with all of her strength, but by then it had weakened and
become transparent. She tried, she did certainly try with all of
the might and willpower she had left in her to get out, away, to cause
harm to this bastard who had done so much to terrorize and hurt.
Even more surprising to the both of them, she slowly stopped her
struggles...
then let her arms fall limp before returning the sentiment with a numb
grasp.
Roan
closed
his eyes and felt, lived, the entire experience of this
embrace.
Her taste, her smell, the warmth and trembling of her arms, the feel of
her entire body, the sound of the water and the wind. He'd never
had this before. He'd never experienced anything similar, and the
sensory overload was almost too much to bear on his exposed
nerves.
There was confusion running under it all, though... a desperate
confusion...
She
shivered
in his grasp and appeared for a moment to fall completely
limp,
but her embrace held as strongly as her will. She shook lightly
again
and seemed to gasp quietly for air, but somehow he knew what she was
really
doing. It was something she hadn't done since the day she was
born.
Moisture
wet
her cheeks, but she didn't make another sound. The tears that
fell past her defenses were angry, ashamed, lost... and relieved.
She only held him, not thinking just then of her pride, her history, their
history; just sobbing silently and never wanting the moment of the
first
hug that didn't expect to be repaid to end. She embraced his
warmth,
felt the arms around her and felt as though she were going to die from
it all. Unreal, impossible... Her trembling stopped as the
tears began to still, and she lowered her head to lay her ear against
his
chest. Part of her was sure she would wake up now, wake up
screaming...
but then, that same part of her knew better of it. Was this the
beacon
of human compassion she'd heard so much about? She heard and felt
his heartbeat over the gurgling tide of the lake, and somehow it
soothed
the whole wretched world away.
They
didn't
speak or move for a very long time. They had no need
to.
Only a moment of motionless quiet. What had seemed at first so
unnatural,
so utterly stupid and unexpected to them both had become so... natural
in a matter of seconds, and it was something neither had any desire to
stop experiencing. At that instant, it was as if two lives had
really
collided for a purpose; or at least the entire trip was worth it.
What
he'd
always known as pride slid off of him like water from
feathers.
The realization struck like a train; not understood, but known just the
same. He had read the words, he had heard them between some other
people (all dead now), but he'd never... I think... "I
love
you." He whispered softly in her ear, letting the words pour from
his lips, holding her tightly and almost feeling himself give way to
tears.
He too had begun to shake a little; partly in fear and partly in the
simple
release of truth. The illusions, the walls he'd kept around him
were
melting... he felt exposed on a level that no living thing could
possibly
take, could possibly live through unscathed...
Shivering
again,
she quieted the thousand insane possibilities of the future
passing
through her mind and responded without thinking. It was slow,
each
word deliberately tasted, but said in truth. "I love you,
too." The words, even as they came from her, sounded
foreign.
She'd never heard them directed toward her, and she'd never said them
to
anyone. Absolutely... strange and different. But it hadn't
been a lie. That fact more than any other scared her more than
she
thought anything ever could, even through that calm.
It
was
a long moment of silence, a nightmare blended with a... true and
beautiful
moment. She felt soft fingers under her chin, and at first it was
just... absolutely frightening. But with a gentle pressure of
insistence
she let them lift her head, both sets of eyes meeting and
locking.
There was the fear of a hunted animal in her gaze, but she saw
something
almost unnervingly similar in his.
He
slowly
tilted his head and kissed her--instinct overriding
thought.
At first her lips responded with a deadly stiffness, utter shock beyond
reality; but she melted into the kiss, melded, as he lightly caressed
her
hair, and returned the sentiment.
From
the
other end of the bridge, Evyn watched. He wasn't aware of the
intense pain, the trickles of blood coming from the fingernails
piercing
his palms. He was only aware of a roaring in his brain, enraged
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